Friends Of Mine (:

Dedicated for some of my friend (:

Sincerely ,
Douggy ~

After The year 2010.. (:

Hie. (:
Been a long time for not writing in this Blog.
Gosh .. Hehs.
As you can see, I Changed.
Be more Selfish, More Evil than before.
hehs. Jokin ;P

Hmm ~ A Year Passed. Its 2011 Now ! ;D
Chinese New Year in a week more.
My Birthday , 13th Feb
Valentine , 14th Feb
15th Feb? Someone.. (;

I Will try to save my heart,
From getting hurt . again (;
I should never expect,
never demand ,
never assume ...

Have to know my limits,
Where to stand,
My Role.. Hehhs.

Also ,
 I, Dont want to get affected ,
get jealous,
and get paranoid ..

I'll just go with the flow , and stay HAPPY.

No one can save my heart, Its always just myself. (;


Yen's

Losing You

last night I heard you praying
I can't believe what I heard you saying
you were asking for the strength to leave
this morning you didn't say goodbye
you didn't even look me in the eye
you shut that door and I couldn't breath

now I'm the one down on my knees
asking for the strength I'll need

It's not in my power to turn back the hours
or make this song matter to you
If love is the reason then why are you leaving me now
what can I do? I'm losing you

You pulled up I saw you dry your eyes
took some time before you came inside
I knew you had made up your mind
You said your heart was somewhere else
wasn't sure exactly how you felt
there was something missing that you had to find

I told you that I understood
only cause I knew I should

It's not in my power to turn back the hours
or make this song matter to you
If love is the reason then why are you leaving me now
what can I do? I'm losing you

I know that time takes control of the wheel
but right now I feel like nothing can heal
losing you. I'm losing you

This is another co-write between Chester See and Nathan Crow
music and Lyric by Chester See and Nathan Crow

My AuditionSEA Wedding.

Just Be Friends.

Just be friends All we gotta do
Just be friends It's time to say goodbye
Just be friends All we gotta do
Just be friends Just be friends...

It came to mind in the early morning yesterday
As if I gathered broken pieces of glass

What the heck is this? Drips from my cut finger
Is this what we really hoped for?

I knew it at the bottom of my heart, the hardest choice would be the best
My self-love refuses it and repeats self-contradiction
When can I tell it to you?

In the slowly decaying world, I'm struggling but it's the only way
Carving your faded smiles, I pulled out the plug

I screamed with my hoarse voice, rebound and resonance echo in vain
Nothing is left at the end of the unchained me
Coincidences that sticked us degenerates into the dark and are broken in pieces
"No matter what we do, life is just like that" I mumbled
Somebody's tears flow down the dried cheeks

All we gotta do　Just be friends
It's time to say goodbye Just be friends
All we gotta do　Just be friends
Just be friends Just be friends...

Yesterday a tranquil night made me realize
It'd be useless to pick up fallen petals

Because it'd never bloom again
It's tiny but already dead on my palms
Our time stopped long ago

I remember the season we met first and your grace smile
Bringing up old issues, we hurt each other as badly as possible
Our minds are full of thorns

With this continuous dull relationship
Grievously I can't change my mind
I still love you, I don't wanna be apart from you, but I have to tell you

It's raining heavily in my mind, I'm stunned, I'm standing dead, my vision is blurry
Despite my determination, the pain is still penetrating
The bond between us has come apart and is dying away in everyday
Goodbye, my sweetheart, it's over
We have to leave without turning back

Just once, just once, if I could have my wish to come true
I'd be born again and again and go see you on those days

I screamed with my hoarse voice, rebound and resonance echo in vain
Nothing is left at the end of the unchained me
The bond between us has come apart and is dying away in everyday
Goodbye, my sweetheart, it's over
We have to leave without turning back

It's all over


~Douggy

DELETE (Thanks To Nuer xD)

D(ouglas). 
E(lephant). 
L(Long). 
E(Ears). 
T(han). 
E(gg).


Thanks !! xD


Credit to, Tasha.


~Douggy